~/Highway 2 My Life\~

So Wats Up!!!

2007-10-28T11:23:00.000+08:00

Wat else is new anyway.....Hari Raya as per normal nothing much but 1 thing for sure i totally got noooo mood to celebrate...maybe its because of the atmosphere or maybe bcz its me jas got noo mood to celebrate anything even my birthday doesn't seem anything special hahahaha.....i wonder wat can lift up my mood again...most of my time was consume in camp....stuck in boredom no interesting tings to do no life sial.....my knee injury is takin its toll....1st its left, went for ops n recovering....nw my right wat the hell sia wen can i take up sports again....its been 1 yr since i've been active in sports...its bee 1 yr since i'm begining to be a couch potato hais damn sia. k fine other den that its seems dat most of my frens av been bumpin into my ex...hahaha wth oh well very interesting i wonder wen will it be my turn to bump into her hahaha.....i hope not ah until there's reason to do so ah till den its best for me to avoid her....maybe bcz i'm still holding to d past but then its nt bcz i still love her n can't forget abt her its bcz the feel of punching her face n leave her lying face down on a pool of blood is still there (dun worry i'm exaggerating) hahahah....zzzzz

hmmm...wat a day

2007-10-13T03:39:00.000+08:00

well.....jas came back frrm geylang wif my camp peeps, ain n her bro, vinod and didi
go hunting for baju raya n other stuff.....damn pack sia but the drop price is not much diff...like or not jas buy n go off after slackin.... its fun anyway kecoh especially wen we're eating super at this cafe hahaha...all sorts of bitching cme out....haha kind of hectic...earlier on in the morning kena BASTARD by my csm.....fuck shit tul...was suppose to b my half day but av to stay all the way till evening and guess wat he's doin.....sleeping in annex rm....fuck chibs tul......hais wat to do i'm a low ranker...if only i mange to cont my bslc if only my knee did not bust halfway....hais

But the worst part is on last sunday ah....browse through my yahoo mails n there i foun a couple pic of me n her n the poems which we wrote to each other....cried the whole nite n it didn't make me feel any better...hais....i'm over her but maybe i jas can't face d fact we broke up or maybe its jas my ego...i dunno....life will go on till then i av to settle my scores 1st...With pride i'll lead my life n tell u off.....one day...one fine day wen my darkness turns to light i'll make sure the past is d past n it wun cock up again..........

Sumting Interesting

2007-10-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

Sumting abt me frm a survey i tried....At a certain point its true well read it n judge n figure out yourself and tag me........

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Click Questionaire and find out

Ya HAaaaaa

2007-09-29T01:19:00.000+08:00

hahahaha so long haven't been blogging ever since taiwan......And shit happens everywhere through out my ife

right nw.....alll the way down to depression frm cq revocate to clerk den revocate to arms specs......it is soooo like FUCK y??? cz i can't book out early, can't take leave any hw and there is no off for me its sooo like fuck....sme mre nxt week got stock check, i nd to handle my coy store ledger, arms ledger and a whole lot of paper work.... what a pile up sial....beeen a way frrm blogging due to dis n it is sooo dammn fucking shitty sial...sori ah i knw its d fasting mth but truth to be told ever since i was posted to be arms specs cum cq.....my mouth has been sooo vulgar.....and yah too cover my ass s a cq, i've been, " fastest fingers 1st"', i c i grab i run so that my store is equiped accordingly to my ledger...hais everything is sooo dirty nw a days for me and " fastest fingers 1st" has been a way of life in camp untill my ass is all covered....... hais

since bookin out is major prob for me, alot of plans is all ruin....kind of hard to break fast wif my cliques outside....can't even mit her....wost case senario cumer c her online jek hahahhaa its been a long time sia since i met her i wonder wen d nxt time we gna mit.....hais....anyway guys sori terpaksa bubble..... WORK IS HOLDING ME BACK unless the SDO can close the armskote at 5pm chop2 ah den it'll be a different story...... 1 fine day i'll mit u guys....till den let me brood

if u wana knw wat happen in taiwan

2007-08-18T13:04:00.000+08:00

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fly off to taiwan at 1am....reach airport....make way to mei lin camp...hais once reach there fucking hectic sia the staffs there hand over the store keys...spot checks here n there and finally head to the clothing stores to collect their uni4m.....1 thing fuck tub abt dis is dat my OC is acting like a fucking KING ASSHOLE whu settle for less....he wants a brand new look a like uni4m crispy jockey cap etc....the fuck ting is, ware to find 1 sia kena fuck for notin...hais soo depressing damn it sia....hais.... later at nite follo GreenL to mess wif Sgt didi ...GreenL bought 3 cartons of cigarettes for himself Didi treat us a couple can of beer, 2 cans of coke s i dun drink and chi pa( chicken cutlet) (dun ask me halal or not....terpaksa bedal tooo hungry seh) and wat else hurray2 talk crap planning wat to do during RnR... i tell u the chi pa is soo damn big n tasty n sooo spicy sia n the best part it cost me $2.50 wif a bubble tea sme mre wrth the cash n it fills up ur stomach sia...dat nite itself av to help GreenL up to the bunk s he drank toooo much or rather being drunk...hahahaha...wat a nite

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another hectic day settle the bloody field equipment and bloody combat ration...kena fuck here n there o well dats life and OC still complains abt his uni4m...o well....

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in out in out of camp outfield for out ration for instructors..... stay out of camp fucking irritating being bitten by the mosquitoes n sand fly....feel like fark sia...a target board and a free meal.....miss home ...miss cooking...miss my bed...hahaha....Stress...Stress...Stress.....And the weather is like omg freaking hot...can go up to 40 degree..My buddy as per norm smoke like chimney and at sme pt helping us repeling the mosquitoes away..hmmmm...I WANT MY BED

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slack in camp....went canteen n order chi pa njoying the free n easy mood wif the instructors at night, as per normal go annex rm karaoking slacking n GreenL s per normal drink his beer n smoke like nobody business

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preparing stores for ex warrior...hectic once again....werk.... werk...werk...smoke...smoke...smoke......

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1 week of hell...the weather as per normal us fucking hot but thank goodness it rains twice but it doesn't makes any difference IT'S STILL HOT THE NEXT DAY....abt 6 trainees collapse dat day (weaklings.. wat do u expect of a jc maggots)....slack arnd walk arnd the neighbourhood...bought egg n instant noodles....cook it dat nite itself....finally sumting to cook hahaha....lame....slack through the whole week....GreenL n Master Max became drinking buddies dat week together wif the Bravo storeman bought a couple bottle of beer and store it inside toner....one of those days OC approach me while i was slacking arnd playing wif fire...he asked me "do u find hotel equivalent to alpha?"...my reply was "its not even near or as gd as alpha as the OC in hotel didn't do a gd job and always pushing his workload to 2ic"....he was stunt...lost of words and walk away...coincidentally master max n 2ic was there...they look at me and laugh their way thru...and i was like wat the fuck...did i say anything wrong..........the day pass by quickly n b4 u knw it ex worrior ends and its time to fuck off frm here and clean up my equipment and hand over the stores

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Spring cleaning and preparation for R&R

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R&R time...hahaha.....mostly trips to museum, theme park and the night market.......but the night life was soooo good sia....went to club lava wif GreenL and the rest of the instructors n wow the babes there is eye poping...bikini tops n minis... GreenL s per norm orders a few drinks get tipsy a bit and strts to do his proj. flirt dance and at the end of the day his room mate, a trainee was lock out of the room cz L was bz fucking inside...damn....the night market there is no different frm Bugis but its jas dat its way cheaper.....ori levis cost me $35 boought 2 of it.... bought 10 mre jeans n 5 bermudas which cost me $125......shop till drp sia....hahaha spend and overspend...bought too much stuff till it exeeds my budget...food so far is ok in out of restaurant eat seafood and dats dat sooo boring...not many variety to eat anyway....hmmm......fun but can't wait to b back hme....

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Flight n touch down....finally

Shine

2007-07-18T01:48:00.000+08:00

Shine

I never really feel quite right
I don't know why, all I know is there's something wrong
Every time I look at you, you seem so alive
Tell me how do you do it, walk me through it
I'm following every footstep
Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?
But all I want is for you to shine
Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out
I say a lot of things sometimes that don't come out right
And I act like I don't know why
I guess a reaction is all I was looking for
You looked through me, you really knew me like no one has ever looked before
Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?
But all I want is for you to shine
Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out
I know, I know, girl you got something
Shine down on me Shine on this life that's burning out
Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?
But all I want is for you to shine
Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out

Shine
it gonna kill me if you give something away
Shine
I wanna know what's going in on your mind
Shine on this life that's burning out

A Piece Of Tomorow

2007-07-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

A Piece of Tomorow

In the crumbling street
The sunset mirrors a silhouette
The blood-red sky
In a time were one cannot know
What is right and what is important
I do not want things such as wings
For it is enough that I am more foolish than a bird
Rise up on both feet
And embrace the pieces of tomorrow
The types of kindness
Now let us count them
Before sweet despair
Erases bitter hope
If you want to dream all you do is sleep
It isn't that hard
It's not that the sun
Is destroyed in midnight
Behind this planet
It is forever shining
I do not want things such as wings
For it is enough that I am more foolish than a bird
Rise up on both feet
And embrace the pieces of tomorrow
It's not that the sun
Is destroyed in midnight
Behind this planet
It is forever shining

how do u find it????? pls do tagg and comment abt it

Till The Day I Die

2007-07-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

Story Of The Year - Til The Day I Die

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you (for you)
Until the day I dieI'll spill my heart for you.

As years go by I race the clock with you,
But if you'd die right now,
You know that I'd die too (I'd die too).
You remind me of the times when I knew who I was (I was),
Still the second hand will catch us like it always does.
We'll make the same mistakesI'll take the fall for you,
I hope you need this now cause I know I still do.

Until the day I die, (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart.
Until the day I die, (Until the day I die) I'll spill my hear for you.

Should I bite my tongue until blood soaks my shirt?We'll never fall apart,
Tell me why this hurts so much.
My hands around your throat and I think I hate you (think I hate you)
Still we'll say remember when,
Just like we always do (just like we always do).

Until the day I die, (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart.
Until the day I die, (Until the day I die) I'll spill my hear for you.

Yeah I spill... my heart... yeah I spill my heart for you!

My hands around your throat and I think I hate you.
We made the same mistakes,
Mistakes like friends do.
My hands around your throat and I think I hate you,
And we make the same mistakes (made the same mistakes)

Until the day I die, I'll spill my heart for you (for you)
Until the day I die, (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you (for you).
Until the day I die, (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you,
Until the day I die,(Until the day I die)Until the day I die!

Unknown.....

2007-07-17T14:52:00.000+08:00

So bored sia.....been going in and out of jungle...pack the store equipment here and there....preparing for taiwan and the best part..... I'm BROKE..... maybe i'd jas bring 100 bucks to taiwan.....there goes my enjoyment....anyway went out wif N yest......hahahha finally....head down to azhar makan den go watch transformer at west mall hahaha...its my 3rd time watching by the way..... at 1st look N look kinda lethargic actually duno y suddenly soo active sia....damn chatty the whole day wif lots of stories to tell n lots of question to ask hahaha...Nice to see N being herself.....
a side from that, i'm confuse and will always be hahaha i got a tang for this gerl .....got to knw her rescently..... been smsing her but heres the ting.....how do i tell her....how do i approach her....its a gerl of yesterday ...hahahahaha....o well maybe as per normal i'd jas dump it one corner in my heart and let it fade.....den again shud i do so???? or shud i jas go wif the flow and wait for the right time...hmmmm........only time will tell.......... hopefully after taiwan i'll knw wat i wana do wif dis feelings of mine....hahaha.....

2007-07-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hmmm......Now i knw wat is like to feel alone....to fell lost...to feel hurt hais....For the past few days av been demnoralising for me feeling damn low seh....Been tinking of her..Why??? I DON'T KNOW....smehw i've been tinking abt this gerl oso a mixture of everything...My mind av been soo messed up till i dunno wat to do..I'm lost......
Saturday book out...1st thing head dwn to westmall watch transformer ( got addicted to it sia) till midnight den watch die hard 4...the best part i watch all dis alone.... stupid right.... ntah ah....i tink i shud end my singlehood soon...but???? i duno ah....
i dun even know wat i'm writing here..hais.... I NEED A LIFE....i need sme1 whum i can cuddle with hahahah....i tink i'm deprive...hahahaha... bullshit..
Hopefully i can see her dis weekend b4 i fly off to taiwan.......i miss her ......
but than again....feelings is jas feelings for nw, i'm stone for the moment

Back to WORK DMF!!!!

2007-07-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

Damn after 2 weeks of mc FINALLY BACK TO WORK......
damn bloody happy...hahaha wierd huh??? maybe cz i'm sick n tired of slacking arnd at home and do housework just not my kind of job to do except for cooking....hahahaha

hais i wonder what kind of cockster awaits me

Yatta!!!!

2007-06-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

today was OK...can say worth it...played LAN with Flash at Bukit Timah. Then chong to arab street for sisha session but b4 that went to look for jeans n shoes..

Hmmmm lets face it:-

Fact no. 1:

I sucks at dressing up...Need a help from Flash i need pointers on how to dress up hahaha what goes with what.....which shoe goes with what type of jeans...etc...etc...yada....yada...yada...man at some point i do need a girls touch to comment me...hahahaha

Fact no. 2:

I sucks at flirting....i will go like hello..how are you...then i gona go blank damn it and apart from that i duno ah i sux at courting....i sux in everything....hahahaha

Fact no. 3:

I totally messed up with my life hahahah damn....

THIS IS SO PATHETIC!!!!

2007-06-28T17:14:00.001+08:00

Stupid.... Pathetic what so ever form just a couple Phone call from CAMP!!!!! I'm On MC Y ASK ME!!!!!

Call no. 1 Arnd 12pm
COY Clerk : Hey CQ when will u come back camp ah?
My Reply : When my MC is Done of course like on 1st July ah
COY Clerk: Hmmm Faster come back i need you to sign some papers its impt. n last mins. stuff
My Reply : OK...Then what about my CQ course???
COY Clerk: Hmmm....2IC said that your name has been taken out so u have to wait till next intake...
My Reply: Oic.....
COY Clerk : By the way CQ you'll be following us.......

The PHONE wen dead

FOLLOW THEM GO WHERE SIA WHAT THE HELL

Call no. 2 Arnd 2pm
Store Asst Taufiq : CQ when u comin back
My Reply :Nxt Monday so wats up
Store Asst Taufiq :I jas wana ask you about how many SAR21 dummy rifle we borrow from HQ
My Reply : For god sake can you check the Loan File
Store Asst Taufiq : I duno where the loan voucher is its not in the file
My reply : What the !@#$%^&*( I told you to file in rite !@#$%^&*(
Store Asst Taufiq : Did you ouh i'm sori i guess i forgot about it.
My Reply : WHY YOU @#$%^&*()_

The PHONE wen dead

Pathetic sia i'm on MC and am i a walking MEMORY whereby i can remember anything and everything what the hell man...And my store asst. is killing me damn it sure kena hang by 2IC or Sgt Major when i book in....dammn...Sure die kena SABO

Call no 3 Arnd 4.30pm
Store Asst Tan: CQ when you come back ah!!
My Reply :1st July, Monday...Why Got problem ah???
Store Asst Tan: Yah alot and we need your help.....
My Reply :hmmmm.....i'll trty to book in by Friday
Store Asst Tan : Hais...the earlier the better
My Reply : Anyway my CQ course is cancel rite so when the COY go Taiwan i stay at
COY Line right???
Store Asst Tan: Nolah you follow us go Taiwan....Cannot escape oready liow 2IC and OC approve oready.......
My Reply: What the helll thanx anyway!!!!!

The PHONE wen dead

Now I know what COY Clerk meant by, you're following us damn man i'm going taiwan for 1 month.....

Hais........TAIWAN do i have to go????'
what to pack sia????
how many $ do i have to bring??
What about the food damn i can't turn vegetarian in just 1 day.....I NEED MEAT!!!!!
I wonder how does Taiwanese babes looks like i heard they're great especially in clubs.....GRRR
But then what about her??? I gonna miss her sia hais.........

Tick Tock!!!

2007-06-26T16:54:00.000+08:00

Welll what else is new...I AM SOOOO BORED stuck within the walls of my own house can't go out and can't have fun....1 week is like 1 year man...Hais what a day to remember spending my NS life with lots and lots of MCs hahaha damn it......
Anyway cooked up something for breakfast & lunch today surprisingly it taste.......Nice hahahaha

Here's the ingredients to make 1:-

225gms x 2 of canned broad beans
3 numbers of tomatoes  
1 number of onion
80 gm of Feta cheese 
1 egg
Salt    
Pepper   
Olive oil   
1 tbsp of lemon juice  
A pinch of freshly ground black pepper
5 gms of parsley

In a deep pan, sauté onion till fragrant and add in tomato, broad beans and seasoned with salt and pepper. Do not add in too much salt as the feta cheese is utterly salty.
Cook for approximately 5 minutes before adding feta cheese. Mash the cooked foul coarsely. Off the fire and stir in the egg.
Place in a plate and garnish.
Best eaten with any freshly baked bread.
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700 – 1000 gm of beef sirlion
2 tsp of paprika powder
½ tsp of pepper powder
2 tbsp of chilli oil
2 tbsp of Lea & Perrin sauce
1 tbsp of Master stock or Oyster sauce
Salt   
Sugar   

3 tbsp of chincalok
3 numbers of shallots
3 numbers of red chilli padi
3 tbsp of Calamansi lime juice
Sugar

Cut sirloin into desired sizes. Mix all the ingredients stated above in a bowl and marinate the beef for at least 20 minutes. Set aside.

In another bowl mix thoroughly all the ingredients for sambal chincalok. To achieve best result, make sambal chincalok 1 day in advance in order for the flavours to infuse and blend together.

While barbequing the beef, baste each side with sambal chincalok till cooked.
Ready to be serve.

HAHAHAHA Try it if it doesn't taste nice don't blame me its from my mum's recipes collection hahaha

Bored!!!!

2007-06-25T19:20:00.000+08:00

Hais...second week of my pox got another week of mc what the hell..was so damn confident that i'm cured man...wat am i gona do with another week of MCs its not that i can go out or something...stuck at home watch tv sleep, eat then sleep again and not forgetting the tons of housework i have to do...sweep...sweep...sweep hahahaha....Finally manage to cook up something for lunch when mom's not at home hahahah.....Fried rice thai style and not forgetting the prawns lots n lots of it hahahah but it made my itch even worst... defiant as always actually i'm just curious on why my mom barred me from eating prawns and nuts well found out the hard way i guess .... manage to cook up mutton curry which is too spicy even for me.... damn too much curry powder i'd guess hmmm... just found out that cooking is the best way to waste time apart from sleeping..it took me 3 hours to get the taste right hahahaha....Wanna try??? i'm sure its something to die for hahahahaha....Yah Right....

What the Hell!!!!

2007-06-24T16:03:00.000+08:00

What a crap sia....
Firstly.... THIS IS MY FIRST ENTRY FOR MY BLOG hahahahahaha man what a spoof... Never know that i'll be writing 1 well coming from a person who says who needs blog and blog is only for pathetic losers well kinda ironic and ridiculous for me to be writing one so i take back my words.
Secondly...Damn i'm down with chicken pox. Of all disease in the world, I get dis poxster why must it be me n why must it be now when i'm happily having "fun" in camp damn... Alot of things was missed like clubbing last Wednesday, outings wif my peeps oh well some other day hahaha. Stuck at home feeling restless....noting much to do. Can't cook, cannot do this, cannot do that man alot of restrictions. I was even called a walking ATLAS damn it...Look Ma i can see Singapore here and that small island at the back there is Hawaii... wat a crap....if i could write a letter to GOD and post it, this is what its going to be......Dear God...I WANA GET WELL NOW!! PLS ANSWER MY PRAYERS...THIS ITCH IS MESSING UP MY MIND...ITS KILLING ME.......hopefully my prayer is answered..
Thirdly.....Well surprisingly, maieX is mad at me tinking i'm jollying my life with clubs, girls and liquor. What the hell...Apart from that she can also be angry about getting to know girls on friendster well pls sweety we av broken up... SO GROW UP **** DON"T BE FREAKING CHILDISH U MAGGOT what a behavior coming from a person who declares herself mature n keep nagging at me for being childish.... I'm not whom she thinks i am...Unlike someone i know, i make friends, talk to them on frindster get to know them through MSN and getting their HP no. is just a BONUS pinch and thats that nothing else n guess what she thought... me going out on dates with those girls AND HERES THE BEST PART....FUCK AROUND WITH THEM...man i ain't that despo and sick sia...Man is she NUTS or a bloody phsycho.. I wonder what else she wants from me she's currently attach with this faggot who rides a scrambler so what she wants from me..She left me in the dark when she found her light..I struggle my way out of darknes thanks to my close BUDDIES I FOUND MY WAY OUT..I OWE THEM BIG TIME.... I think i still owe them a 4yr pizza hahahah ooops.....I wonder what else she wants from me....Maybe when the right time comes den i'll know but till then, IT IS WAR hahahhaa........Adious Amigos